I’m Lost..

You know I bet everyone might have been lost at least once for their life time.

Maybe when they just driving…

Or maybe when they forget which is the way to go to the destination that they want.

And there will always be a goal in every lost..

There will always be something that people want to reach…. but then they will have a chance to be lost in the middle…

And sometimes maybe it’s not about destination, or maybe also not about career, or also not about what they want…

But it’s just as simple as… they want to change….

I want to change…

There is one thing that I really want to learn about is to love myself more…. and by that is I have to love Him even more…

But now I feel like I’m lost…

Somehow I just forget where to start…

What to do….

How to do it….

And I’m just lost….

I feel really disappointed in myself…

And what I can see is walking backwards… as if everything I’ve done till now is not important anymore….

But then I realise too how good He is in my life…

He always gives me new hope in everyday

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And I know that even the breath that I have right now is from His…

So I should start the day… with grateful in my heart…

Because He is too good to leave me like this…

So at least I have to wake up and try again…

Because he will always find as who I am…

So at least I must never lose hope…

And even though I’m lost….

I know I’m back when I start to step on my footprints again….